She imagined what the broker would do: cleanse, neutralize, make contemporary the absence she inhabited. NeonX would sell the house as an image, polished and divorced from its particularities. Owen would sell it as a map of lives lived there, the stains included.
The word uncut nagged at her. Uncut implied something pure, like film without edits, like a diamond still raw in the earth. In practice, it meant a price. The broker would set a launch, a short exclusive—an event with champagne and velvet ropes, with photographs to be posted in magazines whose names made her stomach clench. He had imagined that style would turn the house into theater, and theater, into a number on a ledger. Perhaps in that the man remained as he had been: comfortable turning life into commodity.
She thought about that—that the clause was a promise that might as well be a confession. He had wanted presentation, the framing, the performance of loss. He’d wanted his absence wrapped in a premiere. For a moment she saw them—him, the man who’d signed the papers—and she was tired of his aesthetics.
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